Couch Bum

It is incredible how tricky the mind is. I loathe the way my life has taken turn yet I am not doing one single thing in order to change it. Instead I find my self sitting here with the TV on, with my Laptop on and the Megan Fox issue of Nylon Magazine thinking, why isn't my life a tad more interesting. Well the bulb went on when I decided I envy Alexa Chung, and every girl issued on the "It Girl" section of the magazine.

Yes I know, my dream is to have a glamorous job in NYC, having my own event planning company, working for Vogue and hosting a TV show, and it is a rather upscale dream, and maybe that's why I am disappointed with what i have now. But it just suddenly hit me that this glamour life i dream of can't and will not happen if i sit here on this fine brown leather couch staring at the TV.

I have NO idea what I'm going to do next. But as of now all I know is that I'm gonna stop wishing because this isn't the Wizard of Oz, and i don't have magic ruby slippers to grant me a wish. So the next step is unknown, but all I am sure of is that I am taking a step.